I hate when he does this.
When he shuts all of the doors I've taken so much time to open, when I begin to think the bridges we've built are finally able to withstand the weather that is put to it time and time again, I am mistaken and he leaves me alone, cold and weary in the cold once again. I hate this 'if you won't share we me, I'll shut down' when at times, I'm unable to give a clear answer.
And this time? It was me just quoting myself, I wasn't trying to be a pain in the ass, I swear with everything that I am. I said mayhaps to a question in which he quoted me, "That's not an answer." I responded with the rest of the quote, "No, it's an evasion." To which he said fuck it, logged off, and turned off his phone.
Now, I'm not saying that this is unreasonable because we've been having a rough time of it lately, on my end. Why? Because college is nothing but high school drama on steroids with problems in class, with professors, on exams and homework... Everything is turmoil, one that I'd rather not get used to. So I don't blame him for being irritated when I have such problems and try to hash them out myself but still... That would be like me hanging up the phone on him and turning it off. What good does it accomplish?
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